Until I Rest

I’m ready to clean my room, paint in the garden, and then go through the many boxes in my closet.

now to read a chapter or so and go to sleep. Please let me fall asleep soon

I’ve finally released myself from my thoughts. Like I’ve been doing for so long I sat down and wrote all that was killing me inside. I was honest and blunt, but so simple. I don’t have needs outside that of all mankind. I wrote it all out. My eyes blurred with salty tears and my heart anxious. Anxious that I knew I would actually send you what I had wrote. That your eyes would see every word that has weighed me down as thoughts trapped in my head. I have no idea what you’re going to think, but I’m content with that uncertainty. I’ve finally told you my deepest truths and that means the most to me.